The dawn of the parlance

I have a strong belief in STARS... I have a small cute story behind it... But its mine story, between me and the star! I am just an awe-stuck girl! It was a magical night, I saw a distant star, I was spell bound… But it seemed so far! I was amazed, Not by its shine But because it appeared Every time I was not fine! It had a serene effect I felt safe and secure, Though alone yet A support I procured. I felt a connection I could feel a bond For it always saved me From the situation wrong! I was missing my creator Her very essence But I found a refuge A shelter in its presence! I talked about my fears I told how weak I am It smiled the way it does Me: star struck lamb. It shined so brightly When I did a good deed… And lighted up my path When I was in need! The days went by It became my family, Struck by its beauty My Nile’s lily! My safe refuge It became my reflection My charming angel A way of intro...

Sometimes I wonder This bond so tender… To that road yonder I silent and sombre Used to wander, Trying to conquer Or, hunting for a longer But a quiet saunter. Oh how one does maunder, Of fervency sundered. For aye, in a tireless slumber Crumbling into colors of umber The soul torn asunder. A sudden thunder Soul still encumbered… But there was a wonder Was forced to ponder, Felt stronger For sorrows were plundered. For I remember You were that WONDER!

This one indeed is for the person who was all the way by side when I needed a support. To hear my cry and answer all my questions... SHIRIN MA'AM, I owe you a debt of gratitude! At night, When I am alone. Alone enough to be myself. When I can put off, Put off my mask. The mask that portrays me As a sane person Helps me pretend That I am all fine, Strong and mature Brave enough to deal With everything! The only time When the child inside, Deep down me Awakes and cries Cries for love, support In need of a smile In need of care Stubborn like a newborn With stupid questions Mostly unanswerable When I can be That fearful child Insecure, immature When I am Scared of the unknown Doubting the known. YOU… Who  doesn't  expects Expect me to be The perfect someone Indeed accepts me For the way I am. Make me believe That it’s OK To feel the way I feel. To cry, To doubt, To question. An answer to All my...

What is the best thing that we can ever expect out of life? For me maybe it is getting a direction towards which you can constantly work and think. Identifying a definite goal towards which you can actually put all your energy and power! And it’s really worth it if at all you are successful in identifying your mission. I just realized the reason behind me becoming a recluse,,, probably because it is high time that I was astray and didn’t really think towards the very intriguing thought; my mission on this very planet! OMG what have I been doing with soo much talent and potential, right now: wasting it with utter satisfaction! I am suddenly driven towards working a lot, learning things I never thought I would even bother to pay attention to. I feel the drive in me to explore and explore more. I don’t know from where and how but I am right now just thinking about: how I can grow?? Grow in every aspect of life. I feel like learning everything and anything!!! Be a spell bee cham...

Presently feel as if I am becoming a Recluse. A recluse maybe or may not be for good, i don't know. Its like I am walking on a road unknown, onto a path to which is like never ending i guess. No direction No way.. feel astray...! Its like I am doing things against my will, or may be my sub conscious is constantly stopping me from doing things I am doing. I feel like I am in a complete maze with no exit door. filled up to the brim with negativity and still feel can adjust a bit more within myself! waaoww... after writing a paragraph full of shitty emotions I am realizing the fact that I wrote crap!! Serious crap! So this is how I do introspection i guess. Writing makes me know myself much better! Now all I need is to know myself a bit more well. I probably need to find a solution to my ever wandering emotions. It starts from finding the reason behind feeling the way I am feeling right now?!!? WHY...?? The question still stands straight... why oh why? #most probable reasons:- * i...

A poem again, POEMS POEMS EVERYWHERE. This one perhaps is for my personal favorite.A lady who holds my complete admiration. Who was always there with us and for us. An epitome of love, care and knowledge. My favorite person indeed, SHIRIN MA'AM. Oh how much I admire her! What if you get to know? Those ANONYMOUS were us! What if we tell you? About you’re smile we always discuss. Sitting outside the mess Waiting to have a glance Just to make it seem usual We choose to prance. Waiting for you to come Out in the balcony We sit on the floor Oh! We know it’s funny… We often peep into your class Getting the nostalgia of the past FO and IWAC, beautiful memories That will forever last! Showing you our regular work Because we needed a reason to talk! Be it VnR or EOD We just wanted to stalk… From that NUTELLA To the prior jury warning We are extremely thankful, For you always answer our calling! You observe all of us You notice all ou...

Its a poem dedicated to one of the coolest faculties of my college. Though not a farewell gesture but a token of gratitude cherishing few funny but everlasting moments of learning spent with him.He is indeed worth our admiration! This is to tell a man Bad at handling compliments, But gives epic comments. Who observes everything. Everything that is Happening around. To save us from Falling down. He is a soul perhaps Acknowledged by all. A ‘divine’ presence Needed by all. You were always there To handle us. Handle our stupid And acute issue, From relationships to family Our gratitude was due. Accepting our innocent Marwari invitation! To the advice “You both need to loosen up a bit” This created a sensation. Our over textured road, Which turned you onto A hilarious mode! To our disastrous EOD display! Sir, you never Left us astray. The day when you Entered the class Like a mango bite Promised a reward For our pos...