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NOT YET


Recently watched GLADIATOR again! I am so fond of the movie... so comes this poem... I'll see you soon, not yet!!

I’ll exalt myself one day
Not in rank
Not in order
Not for the society
Not for you
Not for them
But for HIM
I’ll see you soon…
Not yet!!

I’ll get out of this labyrinth
I’ll fix it up
The relations
The bonds shared
These sufferings
Would end
Like, forever!
I’ll see you soon…
Not yet!!

I’ll be a Perfect daughter, sister
Good friend
Proud citizen
Some principles
Few sacrifices
Pain, to be felt
Yet will be dealt
I’ll see you soon…
Not yet!!

I’ll be the best of me
The designer
Social worker
A novelist
Some poetry
New Yorker
Good human
I’ll see you soon…
Not yet!!



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